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September 17, 2007

Somebody told me Migs Escueta's video was on Youtube. I think it was for "Falling Away"? Anyway, funny. He's still doing the same kinds of songs except this one's supposedly his composition. Song itself was just okay, but I thought his voice was still really nice!

I guess he's gone a long way from playing for our proms, dinners at a friend's house, and my debut. His hair's different too! I remember the good ole' days when my Mom was interested in him for me (as if, but I thought he was really cute too) because he was the epitome of her ideal guy: has a talent, goes to Southridge, goes to Molave, is a friend of my brother, and is the son of friends. LOL!

Haha, who's the girl in the video? She is SO not his type. LOL!

Anyway, GO SR BOYS!!! 

Any other Southridge gentlemen paving the way to Filipino music stardom? Heh.

Posted by gingerdame at 8:59 am | permalink | comments[5]

I will never flourish here at home.

My brothers always tell me how ugly I am, and they think my voice sucks. In the Conservatory, they seem to like my voice, but here at home, I can see them cringe. 

Granted, my music isn't the sort of thing they like. Hardly anybody listens to classical now. But still. And I quote, "For me, your voice sucks." 

There doesn't seem to be a point in voice lessons anymore then. I can't think of any talent or positive thing that I may have anymore. 

They say each person has something remarkable in them. Why do I feel so mediocre in everything? It's always "not bad," but I can't say it's good either. I don't know why I dared embarrass myself in my parents' anniversary wedding.

So there you go. I'm ugly, my smile's ugly, my voice sucks, and they probably think I'm stupid. It's so very easy to believe them. It makes me want to just crawl into a box and stay there.

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