Wednesday Doctor’s Visit

It's a month overdue. Hopefully she wouldn't lecture me about my late visit, being lax with my medication, and not eating healthy.

Ech. I guess I'm doing kinda' badly.

I've gone back to midnight eating and hit some spots of hypoglycemia afterwards.

I've been exercising though. She should be a bit happier with that. Or not. One step forward and two steps back.

Image-wise, there's been no obvious effect so far. I haven't changed my diet and I HAVE gone back to midnight eating. Likewise, my eating's erratic that it's been promoting fat-storage. Maybe that's it. Well… Have I also been eating more calories? No. No more calories than I'd always eaten.

Is it the muscles? My muscles look more solid and firm again. I could've put on weight through that. Or not.

It's only been five days though. I wouldn't really see much of a result til the end of the two weeks! Also, I've skipped the treadmill the last two days. Busted. Gerald and I will just go for a run tomorrow!

Anyway, I'm considering asking the Doc if I can quit it with the Met and the hormone replacement. I'm tired of both. I'm scared of the Met because of the side effects, and I'm tired of the progesterone because my gums feel swollen after every time. :p I don't know if this is the right decision. I haven't talked to Marc about it and I don't know what he'll say… (What do you think?)

I was thinking that if I didn't take medication and instead kept strict control of my diet, it was possible I might not need it. Also, wouldn't I be more strict with the lifestyle change just to avoid the medication? Maybe. In any event, whether I have her sanction or not, I've been so lax at it that I might as well not take it. :p

Hrmm… Besides, I think it's more likely that the Met would work when I plan to get pregnant if I didn't take it right now. It would be more potent. On the other hand, Met's not like those antibiotics.